MY MSN CAN'T SIGN IN!!!

WHY LIKE THAT!!!

MY NOOB PC!!!

PEK CEK!!!

SORRY TO MY FRIENDS I CAN'T CHAT WITH YOU ALL RECENTLY!!!

WAIT TILL EXAM END BA!!!

GAMBATEH!!!

So Miss...

I so MISS the day we go out together...
MARIAM & MJ miss you all la...
kia kia REDBOX next week...
KFC you treat me la...
haha...


Start study le...
Add oil...
Gambateh...
I wan the present FROM YOU...
I wan As...

My Target

I wan buy the DARK BLUE JACKET for YOU!!!

So pok I win 4D then I will buy for YOU!!!

HappY HappY HappY

MJ don wrote my name as KIM is KIMBERLY

Swt la you...

Make me get shock after see ur blog...

I dn wan be AH BOY la...

Wakaka...

Sumore put those CRAZY photos...

Really xia sui nia...

But watever la...

Really enjoy the day we go shopping...

When free just hang out again la...

But I WAN WATCH MOVIE...

MJ don so scare la...

many horror movies are COMING SOON...

Kia la kia la...

YEAH...

so happy this few days...

I wan buy that JACKET as PRESENT...

but MAHAL nia...

wakakaka...

IF I win 4D then I BUY lo...

Hahaha...

Cant so soon la...

I oso need buy the SKINNY PANTS lo...

RED colour d...

Huhuhu...yeng nia...

Ohya...

Go REDBOX again...

Haha...

bcz wan keep our promise mah...

abo you said everytime said nia no do tiok...

haha...

But go with friends la...

like tat ka song mah...

HAPPY nia...

EXAM is NEAR...

GAMBATEH...

Black Friday

Yesterday went to Gurney...
Go jalan jalan...
Go Chopper Board have my lunch but pedas lo the noodle...
Go Redbox...
Really @#$%^&*@#$%^&...
My feeling for it...
But not feel wan say out...

At night went wet..
Go Gurney also...
haha...
Go eat rojak...
Go beside Segafredo drink...
Really cham nia...
我们本来叫1 tower of Tiger...
然后不懂怎样他们就跟我打赌...
然后就说半小时把它喝完...
哪里知道我输了...
因为他们拼命喝...
真不公平...
然后我就开多1 jar咯...
喝了还说要去mois...
我懒惰了...
就说回咯...
因为已经2++了...
还下雨呢...
哪知道我走去车的时候...
没看到有铁支在上面...
就撞到了...
痛到眼泪都要流出来了...
之后就当作没事咯...
过不久就觉得头发湿湿的...
摸摸下才知道流血了...
流到不止，我直接哭...
他们都吓到了...
就horn他们...
全部过来看我...
可是我都吓傻了又一直哭...
流到脸部、衣服、裤子、还有我的车椅子都中到...
就快点用tisu压着...
可是一直流，又一直晕...
他们就说要送我去医院...
我说不要...
要回另一间家，又怕他们大惊小怪...
回我家又怕被妈咪骂...
就一路上我一直哭...
Her ah bii also get shock when i knock my head...
then he told her...
after that she call me...
i said i ntg d...
but i really no energy to talk...
cz i felt pening...

Along the way...
My BOSS keep lap back my home...
cz he scare I got anything...
cz I keep bleed nonstop...
when I reach home...
my mum said wat happen...
and he told my mum that i knock my head...
haiz...
pain...
terrible...
BLACK FRIDAY!!!

Will be BACK SOON...

Sorry to my friends...
I'm so down now...
I had lost the Important Person in my life...
Therefore I will not blogging for a short period...
I need to do what I should do so that I will not think negatively...

Who ever see me NO MORE SMILE...
Who ever see me SO COOL...
Don't blame me...
This is bcz I no feel wan smile anymore...
I really hurt...
Maybe I end it myself ba...
Who ask me drunk last night...
Ya...bcz I wan 4get wat u do for me...
Bcz YOU ARE SO COLD...

I will never 4get the SMILE you give me today...
I will stand up asap...
No matter need how much time I will do it...

My heart is bloody now...
Really pain...
Really hurt...
I will close it up from today...
You had open it before...
But now...
You make me so suffer...
I wont cry...
I wont blame...
I wont say much...
I wont disturb you anymore...

My friends... I will be back soon...Pls give me some time...SORRY...
GOODBYE MY LOVE...
GOODBYE MY COW...
GOODBYE MY FRIENDS...

又失眠啦

好讨厌啊。。。
昨晚又失眠了。。。
梦到你之后就不能睡了。。。
很可怜吧。。。
唉。。。
不过又能怎样？
【专属天使】
听了又听。。。


我醉了！！！

恋上一个人--游鸿明

就容易失了神
曾经为爱流的泪
乾了又为爱心疼
我的痴
我的真
要给多少才完整
只怕你不懂
我这样的人
非要等到爱远走 分两头
才知道 多舍不你走
留在午夜梦回醉
掏了心 伤心对自己说
非要等到爱远走 分两头
才知道 谁都怕寂寞
一直有句话要说
你是我 今生今世的守候

恋上一个人
就容易失了神
曾经为爱流的泪
乾了又为爱心疼
我的痴
我的真
要给多少才完整
只怕你不懂
我这样的人
非要等到爱远走 分两头
才知道 多舍不你走
留在午夜梦回醉
掏了心 伤心对自己说
非要等到爱远走 分两头
才知道 谁都怕寂寞
一直有句话要说
你是我 今生今世的守候
非要等到爱远走 分两头
才知道 多舍不你走
留在午夜梦回醉
掏了心 伤心对自己说
非要等到爱远走 分两头
才知道 谁都怕寂寞
一直有句话要说
你是我 今生今世的守候
恋上一个人
恋上一个人
等到爱远走

被爱是幸福的？
那付出爱的那个人呢？
被爱的他/她幸福吗？
付出爱他/她的那个幸福吗？
所以把握机会当遇上了真爱。。。
因为机会不会常常有。。。
失去就是失去了。。。
如果有的选择。。。
你要当被爱的？
还是付出爱的那一个？
当作了选择就不要让自己后悔。。。

好强的我、固执的我

现在。。。
我才发现原来我是那么的“冷”。。。
就在朋友的眼中吧。。。
我真的没有笑容吗？
也许我不爱笑吧。。。
就连我认识了12++年 的朋友也不懂其实我是有酒窝的。。。
近来她才发现。。。
而且很大惊小怪的说：“原来你有酒窝的啊”
真的是。。。够力。。。

考试快到了。。。
我不懂自己在做什么。。。
准备了吗？一些些吧。。。
有信心吗？还好而已。。。
为什么变成这样？？？
我怎么可以变成这样！！！！
我应该是：

- 有信心的
- 好强的
- 不屈不挠的
- 固执的
- 不容易退缩的
- 不软弱的
- 潇洒的
- 很酷的

怎么都不见了？？？
怎么都变了呢？？？
我要变得更好！！！
我就是我！！！
我要努力！！！
我要掌控一切！！！
所以继续努力！！！
GAMBATEH!!!
WHAT I WANT I WILL GET IT!!!
I AM NOT A LOSER ANYMORE!!!

Just a normal day

Today no do anything lo...
I just go sch...
I just go meeting...
I just go do my things...
I just back home...
I just eat my rice...
I just eat my ubat...(Not all cz i hate to eat)
I just write my blog...
I just sms with you...
I just listen songs...
I just on msn...
I just no go out...
I just watch movie...
I just...

Why everyday got so many JUST...
If one day I no do 1 of the above?
Can bo?
Will it affect me?
So deep suddenly...
Wahahaha...
I old liao lo...
But My Life is EVERYDAY REPEAT AND REPEAT...
Maybe will start go out at night...
So sien cz wan EXAM liao...
Need go relax myself...
I wan go EAT EAT EAT...

Till here ba...
GOOD NIGHT...
MISS YOU...

Happy day...

Hehehe...I'm so happy...
Cz so many ppl sayang me...
Blek...
I'm so childish...
But so happy that you all still treat me like a kid...
Although I'm a big girl...
But when I manja you all still let me...
Thank you ya...
Hehehehe...
I still will manja d...
12 years d friendship really not short...
Your bii oso same la...
He really no change ko lo...
In primary sch he oledi very sayang me le...
Now still say I look like tweety bird...
Really cham la...
I oledi big liao la....

Ohya...Dn 4get your promise to me...
Wan everyday eh sayang from you...
1 day no sayang you will noe d...
Wakakaka...
I'm bad d...
Although you are bad oso la...
Blek...I will not let you win...

Aiya...Eileen birthday wan reach liao la...
Still haven think tiok wan buy what for her...
Friends...
What you all present her???
Tell me what you all buy la...
I so pening liao...
Dno wan buy what...
Haiz...

My new target:
I wan be HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY...
就答应你了。。。
加油。。。
一起努力。。。
我好开心哦。。。
因为我知道我要什么了。。。
虽然得不到。。。
但是一定会做到。。。
继续努力。。。

DiE

Why so many ppl wan die recently???
NO LOVE wan die meh???
NO RELATIONSHIP wan die meh???
CANT SOLVE PROBLEMS wan die meh???
MANY THINGS NEED TO THINK wan die meh???

NO LOVE not means that you are lonely...
NO LOVE not means that you cant love the person you admire in ur heart...
IS THAT YOU haven meet your true love in ur life...

NO RELATIONSHIP not means that you will not get in the future...
NO RELATIONSHIP not means that you are bad or wat???
IS THAT you really need a partner to pass through ur life...
PLEASE DON TAKE OTHER PPL'S LOVE TO FULFILL UR LONELINESS...

CANT SOLVE PROBLEMS mah find way to solve lo...
CANT SOLVE mah sove it 1 by 1 lo...
CANT SOLVE mah talk to friends lo...

MANY THINGS NEED TO THINK mah think it slowly lo...
MANY THINGS NEED TO THINK mah talk to friends to find ways lo...
IS THAT A NEED TO DIE if cant take it???
PLEASE DON PLAY LIFE WITH THOSE LA...

Since when I become so logical thinking and positive...
Maybe after you said me on 10/8/2009 lo...
I still can remember it clearly...

My friends please dn simply said wan die...
This is because I will lost a PERSON who is IMPORTANT in my life...
So you all please dn play with ur life...
If cant solve those problems please find ways...
DRUNK??? SMOKE???
This all is rubbish...
I had faced it before so I dn wan my friends like that...
Don ever do so and DON SILLY...
Other than drink and smoke still got other things to do when you are upset...

THAT'S ALL FOR TODAY...
I need go out later...
Go Sg. Ara pray cz 1 of the GOD'S BIRTHDAY...

Why so many ppl wan die recently...

No LOVE will die meh???

No Relationship will die meh???

Cant solve problems wan die meh???

Many things need to think wan die meh???



NO LOVE not means that you are lonely...

NO LOVE not means that you cant love the person...

IS JUST YOU DON TOGETHER WITH HE/SHE nia...

OR MAYBE YOU HAVEN MEET UR TRUE LOVE...



NO RELATIONSHIP not means that you wont have in the future...

NO RELATIONSHIP not means you will be alone...

IS JUST YOU SCARE LONELY...

DON take ppl's LOVE as ur reason to fulfill ur LONELINESS...



CANT SOLVE PROBLEMS mah find ways to solve lo...

PLEASE think in a positive ways...

PLEASE don play with ur life...

FUTURE is control by own not just follow fake...



MANY THINGS NEED TO THINK mah think it 1 by 1 lo...

You can share with friends which you trust d...

Don said cant solve...

Don think that you all cant solve...



Since when I become so logical and positive thinking...

Maybe I realize many things this few days...

Among my friends I knw that I need to be mature...

I cant let my friends to think in negative ways...

This is because I had faced it before...

I need to lead them to think in a good ways...

No matter what I dn wan they think in such ways...

DRUNK??? SMOKE???

Is that the ways to release stress???

Is that everything can be solve after you do so???

NO!!!!

You will face it again after you wake...

Therefore dn do so...

I had change my mind not to do so...

Why you all cant???

Everything is control by own...

Maybe I too confident in this so I will said so...

Nothing I wan I cant get...

I can get it but just need to depend on the situations...

So my friends dn be silly la...

If I heard again either 1 of you said so...

I WILL ANGRY...

Please la...dn like tat can mah???

I just dn wan who ever else to leave my life...

I will lost a PERSON which IMPORTANT for me soon...

I really cant take it but what I can do...

I cant force him to do what he dn like...

Maybe if I sacrify will be the right way...

I will sacrify all to see you HAPPY...

IN THE FUTURE...

Hard to predict...

FOR ME...

I rather control by myself...

MY FUTURE IS UNDER MY CONTROL...

IF ANYTHING CHANGE I WILL JUST SOVLE IT...

My sick more serious now...

Wuwuwuwuwu...
Getting worse now...
I cant talk much...
really suffer...
Tml got presentation I dno how to present it well...
I try my best d...
But I really cant talk much...
Bcz my mamy and sis keep talk with me but I cant reply much...

Haiz...
Add on those medicine really geli nia...
I hate eat those medicine d...
Feel wan vomit nia...

HATE SICK!!!
HATE SICK!!!
HATE SICK!!!
GO AWAY!!!
I NEED REST BUT MANY THINGS NEED TO DO!!!
CANT SLEEP SO MUCH!!!
I NEED A SHOULDER!!!
I NEED A SHOULDER!!!

SiCk

I fall sick liao...
Very suffer...
I feel very tired...
But many things need to do...
Cnt take much rest...

Today I cried again...
Both things happen to me in the same time...
YOU AND MAMY are so IMPORTANT to me...
But you all scold me at the same time...
I think I wrong jor...
I no tell mamy i go gurney is my fault cz I had 4get...
But you ...is that I wrong jor???
Maybe ba...
Therefore I apologize to you all...
IM SO SORRY...

I need to thank you to my friends who care me a lot...
They had accompany me when I feel sad and no mood...
No you all I think I will siao jor...
I admit that I so childish and ba dao sometimes...
But you all had received it without scold me...
Thank you My Friends...

Actually I really need a person care me when I fall sick...
But now I knw cant le...
IM A BIG GIRL...
I need take care myself...
I cant so depends liao...
Therefore I will be INDEPENDENT...


That's all for today...
I really cant tahan liao...
No one will knw wat I wan...
No one will care wat I think...
No one will think that I need a person care...
No one will realize that I need a shoulder sometimes...

I think you are enjoying ba...
Therefore, I no disturb you liao...
Just take care youself...
I will be ok ba...
No more childish action jor...
When I sick...
I will manja d but I had keep it...
No more this all liao...


GOODNIGHT MY LOVE & MY COW

讨厌的一天！！！

我很讨厌！！！
有一个男生。。。
变态的。。。
他一直在msn找我。。。
还说要找我什么的。。。
我要告诉你。。。
可是你很忙。。。
你回来了，也要看球。。。
所以。。。我block他了。。。
我很想你陪我一下。。。
可是不能了。。。

我生病了。。。
感觉很不爽。。。
最讨厌生病的。。。
每次都是这样。。。
一个人在那边痛苦。。。
很晕咯。。。
为什么这样。。。
好辛苦啊。。。
讨厌死了。。。
不要生病可以不可以。。。
好想哭哦。。。

不写了！！！I HATE MYSELF!!!!!

7/8/09---潘玮柏来我学校签唱会。。。
他很帅。。。就这样。。。
没什么感觉，只是很不真实这样咯。。。

今天不想写那么多。。。
就一句话：

我爱你宝贝。。。么么

最幸福的事--梁文音

很不错的一首歌。。。

最幸福的事

撑着雨伞 接我那次
已经足够我 记得一辈子
我懂后来你 不是不坚持
爱情本来就 没万无一失
泪水离开了 你的手指
那不如让它 留在这信纸
我想女孩子 最贴心的是
让爱的人选 结束的方式
我最幸福的事 当过你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩饰 让我们像当时 拥抱最后一次
最幸福的事 吹蜡烛时你总为我许愿的手势
为挚爱的人 在左边心口保留位置 是最幸福的事
可惜爱不是 童话故事
不能够永远 依赖着王子
再难过其实 只剩两个字
我怎么忍心 为难你解释
我最幸福的事 当过你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩饰 让我们像当时 拥抱最后一次
最幸福的事 吹蜡烛时你总为我许愿的手势
为挚爱的人 在左边心口保留位置 是最幸福的事
那一阵子有你 美得不像现实
多高兴每一幕都微笑着静止
我最幸福的事 牵着你的日子
一段爱从开始 即使分开我们 都对彼此诚实
最幸福的事 对那片海用力大喊永远的样子
想得起那时 那天和你傻笑着认识是
最幸福的事

Thank you!!!

Today PR Fair had ended successfully...
Thank you for my helpers and friends who had supported me...
Dno wat I can said to represent my thankful to you all...
But thank you to you all...

So tired nia...
So lonely nia...
So...

Im reading a novel now...
Really interesting which SHU MEI bought for me d...
Haven finish up it but will finish it asap...

FRIDAY AGAIN...
My lonely days again...
but nvm la...
I will control myself d...
I will be ok...

Sleep now...

TAKE CARE AND GOODNIGHT MY LOVER...

Tomorrow PR Fair

So scare...

Wuwu...

Dno how to do...

Help me...

My friends pls support us tml ya...

Sob sob...

Cow cow where are you...

Scare tiok dno how to say...

Go sleep beter...

GOODNIGHT BIG AND SMALL COW...MUACKZ...

Lame life

Sien nia...

Sleep whole day liao...

Like a pig...

Fuck la...

Many things really out of control lo...

Many impossible things had happen in my life recently...

Please go away...

Don't disturb my life...

I just wan my BIG and SMALL COW nia...

Ya i very childish d...

So PLEASE GO AWAY!!!

What also dn wan le...

GO AWAY!!!!


GOOD NIGHT MY LOVE...

Ryano&Joel Thank you for accompany me

Today I really no mood and cnt control myself...
Whole day out of mood no eat till the afternoon...
Really thank you Ryano and Joel...both of you had accompany me...
Ryano I wont so stupid liao...dn worry me...

Jz now I only noe that many ppl had saw me so down and cried...
Hooi Khim who I talked to today and I just noe she had saw me cried b4 and moody recently...
To all frens who love me and care me...
From now onwards you all wont see a down and cried girl anymore...
But you all will see a cool girl which full of confidence...I will do what should I do but wont cry anymore...

No tears to drop from my eyes anymore...
I promise to change my attitude...
I wont let myself stop or find any shoulder to lay...
Kimberly...will never give out even when she feel tired...
I'm who I'm...
My feel will be close up from now...
You will be my the only ONE and LAST...

My friends...

Thank you for caring me and stay around with me when I sad and cried...

I will not give up easily...

What decision I had make from now or in the future I will not regret...

I WANT YOU MEANS I WANT YOU!!!

My friends...

Without you all supports...

I will not stand up again in a short time...

Therefore, I wont let you all dissapointed...

I WILL NEVER GIVE UP!!!

My friends...

You all will see a stone cold girl that without smiling again...

I'm not a KILLER...

I'm just a KILLER to kill all those bad feeling...

I AM STONE HEART & STRONG-WILLED NOW!!!

That's all for today bcz I will~~

STOP all my crazy thinking

STOP all my fuck shit feeling

STOP all my sampat action

Is time for me to do what I should do...

But you, I will not let it again...

Dn blame me or what...

I had told you what I want...

For my FUTURE I will get it myself...

So, YOU will be ONE of my part...

Raining Day

Wake up at 8.45...really siao a...raining liao...my mood still same...look at the rain drops I will think of things that we said b4...suack la...think so much for what...MY COW COW~~I SO MISS YOU...I wake up several times bcz I think that you will sms me when you rech home or sleep...
But no lo...Quite dissapointed...nvm la...
So early want do what leh??msn???sms???listen songs???watch mr bean??? All I also dn wan...sien la...
Later I will go Queensbay for a walk with mum...maybe I will buy a new pairs of shoes ba...cz mine's really wan rosak d...Bt no mood choose la...sien nia...

Back from QB le...no mood to shop also...my mamy keep ask me choose my sandal or wat but I totaly out of mood...I keep waiting the msg but no also...When my msg rang...not even 1 is from him...all is my frens...they jio me go QB tml but I no reply...cz I promise you d...so I will do it...therefore I will go tml but dno successful or not...bcz keep raining recently...
Just now 3++ you call me said you havent go back cz raining...I noe she beside you so I jz en, oh...nt feel wan talk also...when you sms me also cnt long cz she will kap siao...so I direct said no need reply jz I said you see can le...nvm le la...I noe wat to do lo...
I bought a pair of shoes on the way I back from EVERLAST which cost RM99.90 BLACK colour d...look like ah boy but cn tahan dirty nvm la...

Sleep early and think many things...I MISS YOU MY BABE...