到底我要什么？？？

最近我到底怎么了？？？

好烦！！！

去学校，回家，看戏，做功课，上线，睡觉

为什么这样！！！

发生了太多事。。。

我很讨厌我自己。。。

我不喜欢这样的我。。。

我很讨厌

恨！！！！

我要的是什么？？？

谁可以告诉我？？？

谁可以让我知道我到底哪里错了！！！

From a FRIEND~~

1. 友情、爱情那个比较重要？友情
2. 希望谁成为你的男、女朋友？心里想着的那个
3. 电话放我的名称是？WING
4. 最不想和谁玩信息？HK
5. 最想和谁玩信息？心里的他
6. 最想和谁接吻？喜欢的人咯
7. 最爱和谁玩信息？他咯【non-stop messaging】
8. 最怕的人？妈咪
9. 最爱的人？我的他咯
10. 最想的人？姐妹们
11. 最想跟谁做什么事？跟我爱的人一起看恐怖片
12. 单身、正在恋爱？秘密
13. 有想过劈腿吗？没有
14 有被劈腿过吗？有
15. 最想收到谁的信息？他
16. 哪个朋友很关心你？很多
17. 最想保护哪个女生，男生？WING【太容易被欺负】
18. 想对你爱的人说什么？我会爱你比你爱我更多
19. 喜欢什么类型的男生，女生？会保护我的咯
20. 有没有舍不得的人？他吧

开始上课了

无聊咯。。。
去学校就上那么一下的课，冷冷清清没有人的。。。
真是无聊。。。
最讨厌就是MSN也不能用。。。
气到。。。
算了啦。。。

又要忙功课了。。。
哎哟，没时间睡觉了。。。
不能了，为了我的宝贵睡觉时间。。。
我一定要快快做完要做的东西。。。
加油。。。
呼呼呼呼。。。
哈哈哈哈哈。。。

Weird

1) 请老实的回答每一个问题。
(2) 不行擅自塗改題目。
(3) 写完请点10位小朋友，不可不点。


1-Ryano
2-Chea Xi
3-Sheau Mei
4-Wing
5-Eileen
6-Bi
7-Joel
8-Beinoii
9-Qing
10-Hooi

01-[ 4号认识6号吗? ] ：知道是谁
02-[ 10号是男还是女? ] ：女
03-[ 8号的兴趣是? ] ：上网
04-[ 1号有没有兄弟姐妹? ] ：一哥，一弟
05-[ 7号姓氏? ] ：方
06-[ 10号人缘好吗? ] ：不错
07-[ 4号有人追吗? ] ：不知道
08-[ 承上2号呢? ] ：不明白
09-[ 6号喜欢的颜色是? ] ：蓝
10-[ 3号和10号是朋友吗? ] ：不认识
11-[ 8号的生日是? ] ：二月
12-[ 5号读哪呢? ] ：忘了
13-[ 你怎么认识10号的? ] ：中学同学，好姐妹
14-[ 你跟1号的生日差几个月? ] ：三星期吧
15-[ 你和9号有出去玩过吗? ] ：有
16-[ 你喜欢和2号聊天吗? ] ：超爱，很搞笑
17-[ 你喜欢和3号在一起吗? ] ：超喜欢，因为够笑
18-[ 你觉得7号人怎么样? ] ：这样咯
19-[ 你觉得9号人怎么样? ] ：成熟
20-[ 你爱5号吗? ] ：朋友关系

1. 是谁传給你这份问卷的 ：Joel
2. 你们认识多久呢 ：一个sem
3. 你觉得他(她)对你來说很重要吗 ：这样咯
4. 你与他(她)的关系是 ：朋友
5. 你觉得他(她)的个性如何 ：不是我想像的那样
6. 请问他(她)的兴趣是 ：睡觉
7. 他(她)在你心目中是几分 ：没必要给

海边游玩问題篇問 :

夏天去海边玩 看到比基尼辣妹
会答 : 一直盯着
問 : 当你在更衣室沖水 门忽然被打开了
会答 : 用水冲他
問 : 海中忽然大浪來襲后 你发现比基尼小姐上身泳裝被沖掉了
会答 : 一直大笑
問 : 去海边玩会使用咩交通工具
会答 : 不一定
問 : 你突然发现沒帶泳裝 泳衣你会買吗
会答 : 不会
問 : 会用防晒乳吗
会答 : 一定会
問 : 回去时 发现有其他遊客手机沒拿 你会觉得是哪牌子的
会答 : SE
問 : 海边对你來说是
会答 : 一个地方
問 : 看到镜子 会不由自主的向前吗
会答 : 会，因为爱美
問 : 经常用洗面乳吗
会答 : 还好
問 : 说到自恋会想到谁
会答 : 妹妹
問 : 有人说该減肥了 你会
会答 : 人人都说该增肥
問 : 自恋 適合你吗
会答 : 非常适合

KUSO搞怪篇

1-Wing
2-Bi
3-Qing
4-Joel
5-Hooi
6-Beinoii
7-Ryano
8-Eileen
9-MJ
10-Mariam

＊ 你常笑吗 :: 常常
＊ 你喜欢去哪兒玩 :: 日本
＊ 去玩时喜欢一个人去吗 :: 看情况
＊ 如是假日时你都睡到几点 ::自然醒
＊ 今天的天气如何 :: 晴
＊ 朋友和情人你会选择 :: 朋友
＊ 机会和命运你会选择 :: 机会
＊ 你很自恋吗 :: 非常
＊ 你有穿过耳洞 :: 有
＊ 你交过几个男(女)朋友 :: 秘密
＊ 你有呛过老师吗 :: 当然

回来了

一回来就快点上他的blog了。。。
哈哈。。。被点到就回答咯。。。

♥個 人 題- 10 題♥
01 你叫什么：Kimberly
03 你的綽號: 多咯。。。不过常用“椰仔”
04 你的星座：双鱼
05 你是男還是女：女
06 你幾歲：19
07 你住哪裡：Balik Pulau,Penang(可是很少人知道，伤心咯）
08 你現在的學校 : Tarc,Penang
09 你有沒有手機 : 我不是落伍的人吧？？？
10 承上，那是多少：012咯

♥朋 友 題 - 10 題♥
11 你最要好的朋友（限１個）: 很多
12 你最討厭的人（限１個）: 自己

♥情 題 - 10 題♥
21 你有沒有喜歡的人: 有
23 如果没有，你希望什麼時候有另一半：最好不要有
24 到目前為止，你跟多少人告白過：一个
25 到目前為止，你被多少人告白過：很多
26 到目前為止，你交過多少個男／女朋友：秘密
27 你現在有另一半嗎: 不清楚
28 你最好的同性朋友跟你告白你會怎樣：我也会很爱她的（都说是朋友咯）
29 你初戀情人突然跟你告白你會接受嗎 : 不会
30 你為什麼會喜歡你現在喜歡的人: 喜欢就喜欢，没有理由
31 你和另一半牽手過嗎: 有
32 你的另一半抱或親過嗎: 有
33 你跟異性牽手過嗎: 有
34 是誰，你們什麼關係: 不清楚
35 現在有人在追你嗎：都被拒绝了

♥混 合 題 - 10 題♥
36 如果有天，好朋友離你而去，你會怎樣：伤心
37 如果有天，好朋友背叛你，你會：习惯就好
38 如果有天，好朋友對你喜新厭舊了，你會：会这样的吗？
39 如果你很受不了你的父母，你會離家出走嗎: 不会，他们都爱我的
40 你上課認真嗎 : 常常sms的
41 你功課好不好：不好
42 你开电腦都在幹嘛: 听歌，聊天
43 你的即时通有多少个同性: 不比男生多
44 你的即時通裡有多少個異性: 什么来？

♥兇 手 題 - 10 題♥
45 傳給你這份問卷的人是誰：Ryano
46 这個人對你好不好：很好
47 這個人是你的誰：要怎样形容？
48 你有喜歡過這個人嗎：哈哈
49 你們認識多久了： 一个sem，不过之前见过了
50 這個人是怎樣的人：很特别的
51 這個人正／帥嗎： 很白，笑了有酒窝
52 這個人跟你有沒有在一起过：没有
53 萬一你喜歡這個人，你會怎麼办：喜欢就喜欢，还有怎样吗？

♥聯 想 題 - 10 題♥
56 說到正妹你會想到誰：阿娇
57 說到帥哥你會想到誰: 我喜欢的人
58 說到憨你會想到誰: 我自己
59 說到痴你會想到誰: 我自己
60 說到暗戀你會想到誰: 他
61 說到出去玩你會想到誰:谁都可以
62 說到聰明鬼你會想到誰: 不懂
63 說到傻子你會想到誰: 不懂
64 說到笑點低你會想到誰: 什么意思？
65 說到愛笑你會想到誰: 我自己

♥學 校 題 - 11 題♥
66 你的班導是誰：不懂
67 你的座位是第幾排第幾個：第一排
68 你最喜歡的老師是誰: 有几个
70 你的英文好嗎:还好
71 你的體育好嗎: 烂
72 你的数学好么: 超讨厌
73 你喜不喜歡你的校長：不喜欢
74 你的學校好看嗎: 还好吧
75 你的班級是：Y2M55
76 你的班級在幾樓: 到处都是

MY MSN CAN'T SIGN IN!!!

WHY LIKE THAT!!!

MY NOOB PC!!!

PEK CEK!!!

SORRY TO MY FRIENDS I CAN'T CHAT WITH YOU ALL RECENTLY!!!

WAIT TILL EXAM END BA!!!

GAMBATEH!!!

So Miss...

I so MISS the day we go out together...
MARIAM & MJ miss you all la...
kia kia REDBOX next week...
KFC you treat me la...
haha...


Start study le...
Add oil...
Gambateh...
I wan the present FROM YOU...
I wan As...

My Target

I wan buy the DARK BLUE JACKET for YOU!!!

So pok I win 4D then I will buy for YOU!!!

HappY HappY HappY

MJ don wrote my name as KIM is KIMBERLY

Swt la you...

Make me get shock after see ur blog...

I dn wan be AH BOY la...

Wakaka...

Sumore put those CRAZY photos...

Really xia sui nia...

But watever la...

Really enjoy the day we go shopping...

When free just hang out again la...

But I WAN WATCH MOVIE...

MJ don so scare la...

many horror movies are COMING SOON...

Kia la kia la...

YEAH...

so happy this few days...

I wan buy that JACKET as PRESENT...

but MAHAL nia...

wakakaka...

IF I win 4D then I BUY lo...

Hahaha...

Cant so soon la...

I oso need buy the SKINNY PANTS lo...

RED colour d...

Huhuhu...yeng nia...

Ohya...

Go REDBOX again...

Haha...

bcz wan keep our promise mah...

abo you said everytime said nia no do tiok...

haha...

But go with friends la...

like tat ka song mah...

HAPPY nia...

EXAM is NEAR...

GAMBATEH...

Black Friday

Yesterday went to Gurney...
Go jalan jalan...
Go Chopper Board have my lunch but pedas lo the noodle...
Go Redbox...
Really @#$%^&*@#$%^&...
My feeling for it...
But not feel wan say out...

At night went wet..
Go Gurney also...
haha...
Go eat rojak...
Go beside Segafredo drink...
Really cham nia...
我们本来叫1 tower of Tiger...
然后不懂怎样他们就跟我打赌...
然后就说半小时把它喝完...
哪里知道我输了...
因为他们拼命喝...
真不公平...
然后我就开多1 jar咯...
喝了还说要去mois...
我懒惰了...
就说回咯...
因为已经2++了...
还下雨呢...
哪知道我走去车的时候...
没看到有铁支在上面...
就撞到了...
痛到眼泪都要流出来了...
之后就当作没事咯...
过不久就觉得头发湿湿的...
摸摸下才知道流血了...
流到不止，我直接哭...
他们都吓到了...
就horn他们...
全部过来看我...
可是我都吓傻了又一直哭...
流到脸部、衣服、裤子、还有我的车椅子都中到...
就快点用tisu压着...
可是一直流，又一直晕...
他们就说要送我去医院...
我说不要...
要回另一间家，又怕他们大惊小怪...
回我家又怕被妈咪骂...
就一路上我一直哭...
Her ah bii also get shock when i knock my head...
then he told her...
after that she call me...
i said i ntg d...
but i really no energy to talk...
cz i felt pening...

Along the way...
My BOSS keep lap back my home...
cz he scare I got anything...
cz I keep bleed nonstop...
when I reach home...
my mum said wat happen...
and he told my mum that i knock my head...
haiz...
pain...
terrible...
BLACK FRIDAY!!!

Will be BACK SOON...

Sorry to my friends...
I'm so down now...
I had lost the Important Person in my life...
Therefore I will not blogging for a short period...
I need to do what I should do so that I will not think negatively...

Who ever see me NO MORE SMILE...
Who ever see me SO COOL...
Don't blame me...
This is bcz I no feel wan smile anymore...
I really hurt...
Maybe I end it myself ba...
Who ask me drunk last night...
Ya...bcz I wan 4get wat u do for me...
Bcz YOU ARE SO COLD...

I will never 4get the SMILE you give me today...
I will stand up asap...
No matter need how much time I will do it...

My heart is bloody now...
Really pain...
Really hurt...
I will close it up from today...
You had open it before...
But now...
You make me so suffer...
I wont cry...
I wont blame...
I wont say much...
I wont disturb you anymore...

My friends... I will be back soon...Pls give me some time...SORRY...
GOODBYE MY LOVE...
GOODBYE MY COW...
GOODBYE MY FRIENDS...

又失眠啦

好讨厌啊。。。
昨晚又失眠了。。。
梦到你之后就不能睡了。。。
很可怜吧。。。
唉。。。
不过又能怎样？
【专属天使】
听了又听。。。


我醉了！！！

恋上一个人--游鸿明

就容易失了神
曾经为爱流的泪
乾了又为爱心疼
我的痴
我的真
要给多少才完整
只怕你不懂
我这样的人
非要等到爱远走 分两头
才知道 多舍不你走
留在午夜梦回醉
掏了心 伤心对自己说
非要等到爱远走 分两头
才知道 谁都怕寂寞
一直有句话要说
你是我 今生今世的守候

恋上一个人
就容易失了神
曾经为爱流的泪
乾了又为爱心疼
我的痴
我的真
要给多少才完整
只怕你不懂
我这样的人
非要等到爱远走 分两头
才知道 多舍不你走
留在午夜梦回醉
掏了心 伤心对自己说
非要等到爱远走 分两头
才知道 谁都怕寂寞
一直有句话要说
你是我 今生今世的守候
非要等到爱远走 分两头
才知道 多舍不你走
留在午夜梦回醉
掏了心 伤心对自己说
非要等到爱远走 分两头
才知道 谁都怕寂寞
一直有句话要说
你是我 今生今世的守候
恋上一个人
恋上一个人
等到爱远走

被爱是幸福的？
那付出爱的那个人呢？
被爱的他/她幸福吗？
付出爱他/她的那个幸福吗？
所以把握机会当遇上了真爱。。。
因为机会不会常常有。。。
失去就是失去了。。。
如果有的选择。。。
你要当被爱的？
还是付出爱的那一个？
当作了选择就不要让自己后悔。。。

好强的我、固执的我

现在。。。
我才发现原来我是那么的“冷”。。。
就在朋友的眼中吧。。。
我真的没有笑容吗？
也许我不爱笑吧。。。
就连我认识了12++年 的朋友也不懂其实我是有酒窝的。。。
近来她才发现。。。
而且很大惊小怪的说：“原来你有酒窝的啊”
真的是。。。够力。。。

考试快到了。。。
我不懂自己在做什么。。。
准备了吗？一些些吧。。。
有信心吗？还好而已。。。
为什么变成这样？？？
我怎么可以变成这样！！！！
我应该是：

- 有信心的
- 好强的
- 不屈不挠的
- 固执的
- 不容易退缩的
- 不软弱的
- 潇洒的
- 很酷的

怎么都不见了？？？
怎么都变了呢？？？
我要变得更好！！！
我就是我！！！
我要努力！！！
我要掌控一切！！！
所以继续努力！！！
GAMBATEH!!!
WHAT I WANT I WILL GET IT!!!
I AM NOT A LOSER ANYMORE!!!

Just a normal day

Today no do anything lo...
I just go sch...
I just go meeting...
I just go do my things...
I just back home...
I just eat my rice...
I just eat my ubat...(Not all cz i hate to eat)
I just write my blog...
I just sms with you...
I just listen songs...
I just on msn...
I just no go out...
I just watch movie...
I just...

Why everyday got so many JUST...
If one day I no do 1 of the above?
Can bo?
Will it affect me?
So deep suddenly...
Wahahaha...
I old liao lo...
But My Life is EVERYDAY REPEAT AND REPEAT...
Maybe will start go out at night...
So sien cz wan EXAM liao...
Need go relax myself...
I wan go EAT EAT EAT...

Till here ba...
GOOD NIGHT...
MISS YOU...

Happy day...

Hehehe...I'm so happy...
Cz so many ppl sayang me...
Blek...
I'm so childish...
But so happy that you all still treat me like a kid...
Although I'm a big girl...
But when I manja you all still let me...
Thank you ya...
Hehehehe...
I still will manja d...
12 years d friendship really not short...
Your bii oso same la...
He really no change ko lo...
In primary sch he oledi very sayang me le...
Now still say I look like tweety bird...
Really cham la...
I oledi big liao la....

Ohya...Dn 4get your promise to me...
Wan everyday eh sayang from you...
1 day no sayang you will noe d...
Wakakaka...
I'm bad d...
Although you are bad oso la...
Blek...I will not let you win...

Aiya...Eileen birthday wan reach liao la...
Still haven think tiok wan buy what for her...
Friends...
What you all present her???
Tell me what you all buy la...
I so pening liao...
Dno wan buy what...
Haiz...

My new target:
I wan be HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY...
就答应你了。。。
加油。。。
一起努力。。。
我好开心哦。。。
因为我知道我要什么了。。。
虽然得不到。。。
但是一定会做到。。。
继续努力。。。

DiE

Why so many ppl wan die recently???
NO LOVE wan die meh???
NO RELATIONSHIP wan die meh???
CANT SOLVE PROBLEMS wan die meh???
MANY THINGS NEED TO THINK wan die meh???

NO LOVE not means that you are lonely...
NO LOVE not means that you cant love the person you admire in ur heart...
IS THAT YOU haven meet your true love in ur life...

NO RELATIONSHIP not means that you will not get in the future...
NO RELATIONSHIP not means that you are bad or wat???
IS THAT you really need a partner to pass through ur life...
PLEASE DON TAKE OTHER PPL'S LOVE TO FULFILL UR LONELINESS...

CANT SOLVE PROBLEMS mah find way to solve lo...
CANT SOLVE mah sove it 1 by 1 lo...
CANT SOLVE mah talk to friends lo...

MANY THINGS NEED TO THINK mah think it slowly lo...
MANY THINGS NEED TO THINK mah talk to friends to find ways lo...
IS THAT A NEED TO DIE if cant take it???
PLEASE DON PLAY LIFE WITH THOSE LA...

Since when I become so logical thinking and positive...
Maybe after you said me on 10/8/2009 lo...
I still can remember it clearly...

My friends please dn simply said wan die...
This is because I will lost a PERSON who is IMPORTANT in my life...
So you all please dn play with ur life...
If cant solve those problems please find ways...
DRUNK??? SMOKE???
This all is rubbish...
I had faced it before so I dn wan my friends like that...
Don ever do so and DON SILLY...
Other than drink and smoke still got other things to do when you are upset...

THAT'S ALL FOR TODAY...
I need go out later...
Go Sg. Ara pray cz 1 of the GOD'S BIRTHDAY...

Why so many ppl wan die recently...

No LOVE will die meh???

No Relationship will die meh???

Cant solve problems wan die meh???

Many things need to think wan die meh???



NO LOVE not means that you are lonely...

NO LOVE not means that you cant love the person...

IS JUST YOU DON TOGETHER WITH HE/SHE nia...

OR MAYBE YOU HAVEN MEET UR TRUE LOVE...



NO RELATIONSHIP not means that you wont have in the future...

NO RELATIONSHIP not means you will be alone...

IS JUST YOU SCARE LONELY...

DON take ppl's LOVE as ur reason to fulfill ur LONELINESS...



CANT SOLVE PROBLEMS mah find ways to solve lo...

PLEASE think in a positive ways...

PLEASE don play with ur life...

FUTURE is control by own not just follow fake...



MANY THINGS NEED TO THINK mah think it 1 by 1 lo...

You can share with friends which you trust d...

Don said cant solve...

Don think that you all cant solve...



Since when I become so logical and positive thinking...

Maybe I realize many things this few days...

Among my friends I knw that I need to be mature...

I cant let my friends to think in negative ways...

This is because I had faced it before...

I need to lead them to think in a good ways...

No matter what I dn wan they think in such ways...

DRUNK??? SMOKE???

Is that the ways to release stress???

Is that everything can be solve after you do so???

NO!!!!

You will face it again after you wake...

Therefore dn do so...

I had change my mind not to do so...

Why you all cant???

Everything is control by own...

Maybe I too confident in this so I will said so...

Nothing I wan I cant get...

I can get it but just need to depend on the situations...

So my friends dn be silly la...

If I heard again either 1 of you said so...

I WILL ANGRY...

Please la...dn like tat can mah???

I just dn wan who ever else to leave my life...

I will lost a PERSON which IMPORTANT for me soon...

I really cant take it but what I can do...

I cant force him to do what he dn like...

Maybe if I sacrify will be the right way...

I will sacrify all to see you HAPPY...

IN THE FUTURE...

Hard to predict...

FOR ME...

I rather control by myself...

MY FUTURE IS UNDER MY CONTROL...

IF ANYTHING CHANGE I WILL JUST SOVLE IT...

My sick more serious now...

Wuwuwuwuwu...
Getting worse now...
I cant talk much...
really suffer...
Tml got presentation I dno how to present it well...
I try my best d...
But I really cant talk much...
Bcz my mamy and sis keep talk with me but I cant reply much...

Haiz...
Add on those medicine really geli nia...
I hate eat those medicine d...
Feel wan vomit nia...

HATE SICK!!!
HATE SICK!!!
HATE SICK!!!
GO AWAY!!!
I NEED REST BUT MANY THINGS NEED TO DO!!!
CANT SLEEP SO MUCH!!!
I NEED A SHOULDER!!!
I NEED A SHOULDER!!!

SiCk

I fall sick liao...
Very suffer...
I feel very tired...
But many things need to do...
Cnt take much rest...

Today I cried again...
Both things happen to me in the same time...
YOU AND MAMY are so IMPORTANT to me...
But you all scold me at the same time...
I think I wrong jor...
I no tell mamy i go gurney is my fault cz I had 4get...
But you ...is that I wrong jor???
Maybe ba...
Therefore I apologize to you all...
IM SO SORRY...

I need to thank you to my friends who care me a lot...
They had accompany me when I feel sad and no mood...
No you all I think I will siao jor...
I admit that I so childish and ba dao sometimes...
But you all had received it without scold me...
Thank you My Friends...

Actually I really need a person care me when I fall sick...
But now I knw cant le...
IM A BIG GIRL...
I need take care myself...
I cant so depends liao...
Therefore I will be INDEPENDENT...


That's all for today...
I really cant tahan liao...
No one will knw wat I wan...
No one will care wat I think...
No one will think that I need a person care...
No one will realize that I need a shoulder sometimes...

I think you are enjoying ba...
Therefore, I no disturb you liao...
Just take care youself...
I will be ok ba...
No more childish action jor...
When I sick...
I will manja d but I had keep it...
No more this all liao...


GOODNIGHT MY LOVE & MY COW

讨厌的一天！！！

我很讨厌！！！
有一个男生。。。
变态的。。。
他一直在msn找我。。。
还说要找我什么的。。。
我要告诉你。。。
可是你很忙。。。
你回来了，也要看球。。。
所以。。。我block他了。。。
我很想你陪我一下。。。
可是不能了。。。

我生病了。。。
感觉很不爽。。。
最讨厌生病的。。。
每次都是这样。。。
一个人在那边痛苦。。。
很晕咯。。。
为什么这样。。。
好辛苦啊。。。
讨厌死了。。。
不要生病可以不可以。。。
好想哭哦。。。

不写了！！！I HATE MYSELF!!!!!

7/8/09---潘玮柏来我学校签唱会。。。
他很帅。。。就这样。。。
没什么感觉，只是很不真实这样咯。。。

今天不想写那么多。。。
就一句话：

我爱你宝贝。。。么么

最幸福的事--梁文音

很不错的一首歌。。。

最幸福的事

撑着雨伞 接我那次
已经足够我 记得一辈子
我懂后来你 不是不坚持
爱情本来就 没万无一失
泪水离开了 你的手指
那不如让它 留在这信纸
我想女孩子 最贴心的是
让爱的人选 结束的方式
我最幸福的事 当过你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩饰 让我们像当时 拥抱最后一次
最幸福的事 吹蜡烛时你总为我许愿的手势
为挚爱的人 在左边心口保留位置 是最幸福的事
可惜爱不是 童话故事
不能够永远 依赖着王子
再难过其实 只剩两个字
我怎么忍心 为难你解释
我最幸福的事 当过你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩饰 让我们像当时 拥抱最后一次
最幸福的事 吹蜡烛时你总为我许愿的手势
为挚爱的人 在左边心口保留位置 是最幸福的事
那一阵子有你 美得不像现实
多高兴每一幕都微笑着静止
我最幸福的事 牵着你的日子
一段爱从开始 即使分开我们 都对彼此诚实
最幸福的事 对那片海用力大喊永远的样子
想得起那时 那天和你傻笑着认识是
最幸福的事

Thank you!!!

Today PR Fair had ended successfully...
Thank you for my helpers and friends who had supported me...
Dno wat I can said to represent my thankful to you all...
But thank you to you all...

So tired nia...
So lonely nia...
So...

Im reading a novel now...
Really interesting which SHU MEI bought for me d...
Haven finish up it but will finish it asap...

FRIDAY AGAIN...
My lonely days again...
but nvm la...
I will control myself d...
I will be ok...

Sleep now...

TAKE CARE AND GOODNIGHT MY LOVER...

Tomorrow PR Fair

So scare...

Wuwu...

Dno how to do...

Help me...

My friends pls support us tml ya...

Sob sob...

Cow cow where are you...

Scare tiok dno how to say...

Go sleep beter...

GOODNIGHT BIG AND SMALL COW...MUACKZ...

Lame life

Sien nia...

Sleep whole day liao...

Like a pig...

Fuck la...

Many things really out of control lo...

Many impossible things had happen in my life recently...

Please go away...

Don't disturb my life...

I just wan my BIG and SMALL COW nia...

Ya i very childish d...

So PLEASE GO AWAY!!!

What also dn wan le...

GO AWAY!!!!


GOOD NIGHT MY LOVE...

Ryano&Joel Thank you for accompany me

Today I really no mood and cnt control myself...
Whole day out of mood no eat till the afternoon...
Really thank you Ryano and Joel...both of you had accompany me...
Ryano I wont so stupid liao...dn worry me...

Jz now I only noe that many ppl had saw me so down and cried...
Hooi Khim who I talked to today and I just noe she had saw me cried b4 and moody recently...
To all frens who love me and care me...
From now onwards you all wont see a down and cried girl anymore...
But you all will see a cool girl which full of confidence...I will do what should I do but wont cry anymore...

No tears to drop from my eyes anymore...
I promise to change my attitude...
I wont let myself stop or find any shoulder to lay...
Kimberly...will never give out even when she feel tired...
I'm who I'm...
My feel will be close up from now...
You will be my the only ONE and LAST...

My friends...

Thank you for caring me and stay around with me when I sad and cried...

I will not give up easily...

What decision I had make from now or in the future I will not regret...

I WANT YOU MEANS I WANT YOU!!!

My friends...

Without you all supports...

I will not stand up again in a short time...

Therefore, I wont let you all dissapointed...

I WILL NEVER GIVE UP!!!

My friends...

You all will see a stone cold girl that without smiling again...

I'm not a KILLER...

I'm just a KILLER to kill all those bad feeling...

I AM STONE HEART & STRONG-WILLED NOW!!!

That's all for today bcz I will~~

STOP all my crazy thinking

STOP all my fuck shit feeling

STOP all my sampat action

Is time for me to do what I should do...

But you, I will not let it again...

Dn blame me or what...

I had told you what I want...

For my FUTURE I will get it myself...

So, YOU will be ONE of my part...

Raining Day

Wake up at 8.45...really siao a...raining liao...my mood still same...look at the rain drops I will think of things that we said b4...suack la...think so much for what...MY COW COW~~I SO MISS YOU...I wake up several times bcz I think that you will sms me when you rech home or sleep...
But no lo...Quite dissapointed...nvm la...
So early want do what leh??msn???sms???listen songs???watch mr bean??? All I also dn wan...sien la...
Later I will go Queensbay for a walk with mum...maybe I will buy a new pairs of shoes ba...cz mine's really wan rosak d...Bt no mood choose la...sien nia...

Back from QB le...no mood to shop also...my mamy keep ask me choose my sandal or wat but I totaly out of mood...I keep waiting the msg but no also...When my msg rang...not even 1 is from him...all is my frens...they jio me go QB tml but I no reply...cz I promise you d...so I will do it...therefore I will go tml but dno successful or not...bcz keep raining recently...
Just now 3++ you call me said you havent go back cz raining...I noe she beside you so I jz en, oh...nt feel wan talk also...when you sms me also cnt long cz she will kap siao...so I direct said no need reply jz I said you see can le...nvm le la...I noe wat to do lo...
I bought a pair of shoes on the way I back from EVERLAST which cost RM99.90 BLACK colour d...look like ah boy but cn tahan dirty nvm la...

Sleep early and think many things...I MISS YOU MY BABE...

爱和喜欢【你们相信吗？】

喜欢与爱的微妙区别
人世间有种情感叫“喜欢”，另一种叫“爱”。

爱是他在的时候，眼睛里只有他一人；他不在的时候，一切都带有他的影子。

喜欢是在深夜看书时突然想起他，想象他现在做什么，心里漾起一阵轻飘飘的温暖，却从不主动给他打电话。几分钟后，注意力又重新被书中的情节吸引!

爱是在寂寞的夜里，思念如潮水般涌来，手里捧着书却怎么也看不进去，心里惦记着他此时是否还在加班，吃没吃晚饭，是不是如自己想着他一般想着自己。

喜欢是和他讨论问题争的面红耳赤，各不相让，在他面前像个刺猬一样从不认输，但在心里却早已暗暗佩服他的见地他的才华。

爱是希望他和自己步调一致，和自己心灵相通，他无心说的一句玩笑话也能让自己顷刻情绪低落甚至眼泪汪汪。在他面前，自己是从不设防的。

喜欢是出门在外给他发个短信，告诉他这边的天气很好，然后把手机关掉，独自在异地疯玩一个星期，晒成一个黑人后突然出现在他面前吓他一跳。

爱是无论到哪都希望有他陪伴。可以站在海边给他打手机，让他听听海浪的声音；也可以因为在异乡的街道上看到一个酷似他的背影而愣在原地久久不动。

喜欢是他出差前简单的道一声“一路平安”，看着他离去的背影，心中有一点不舍，却什么也不说，只是默默等待他归来的消息。

爱是他临出差前千叮咛万嘱咐，往他的背包里塞满衣服和食物，在车站要等到火车开走才肯离开。并且在他走后的日子里天天心神不定，一遍遍的祈祷他能够平安归来。

喜欢是在受伤的时候，不想让他看到自己脆弱的一面，在他面前把眼泪悄悄抹掉，转过头依然是一副快乐坚强的模样。

爱是在受委屈的时候，爬在他的胸前痛哭，没有伪装没有顾虑，把所有的烦恼统统告诉他，并渴望从他的怀抱中得到安慰。

喜欢是和他周末逛街逛累了一起吃肯德基；是在寒冷的冬天和他抢一杯热咖啡；是和他并肩走在街上中间始终隔着半米的距离；是陪他一起在电脑前打游戏两个人笑的像个孩子。

爱是周末利用半天时间亲手做出几道好菜满足的看他吃下去；是在寒冷的冬天不断为他的咖啡杯里续上热水；是和他走在街上任由他紧紧挽着自己的手；是在他旁边安静着做着，幸福地看着他在电脑前工作时专心的样子。

喜欢是听他讲自己童年的趣事，然后哈哈大笑，心中涌起一阵莫名的感动。

爱是听他将自己童年的趣事，然后微微一笑，心中更加怜惜眼前这个曾经如此调皮捣蛋的男人。

喜欢是在楼道里碰上他，愉快的和他打声招呼，再简单寒暄几句，擦肩而过的时候看见了窗外明媚的阳光，心情无端好了起来。

爱是在楼道了看见他，脸上装出一副毫不在乎的表情，但在擦肩而过时细心感受身边颤动的空气，于是忍不住回头望一眼。

喜欢是看到他和另一个女孩牵手走过，心里有一点点疼，但很快会冲着朝阳重新扬起笑脸。

爱是输不爱是输不起的游戏，付出全部只后，留下的可能仅仅是刻在心底的一道伤痕。

喜欢一个人是想要他是自己的，所以，可以喜欢很多人，想要很多人都是自己的。

爱是明明离不开他，却要不得不放弃他，因为他要的幸福，也许我给不了。不敢霸占他，希望看他找到幸福，即使那份幸福不是跟我分享的。

喜欢是，希望寂寞的时候，无聊的时候，伤感的时候，找个人说说话。

爱是，在任何时候都想跟他分享，快乐的时候甚至希望把错有快乐都给了他。

喜欢是，在很久很久没联络的时候，接到他的电话，然后笑着听他说话。 爱是，在几天没有联络的时候，着急得的打电话给他，然后忍住眼泪笑一笑。

喜欢，只有在一起的时候，才惦记着对方。

爱，是哪怕是在一起，每一秒钟也都在思念思念他。

喜欢一个人，多数许多朋友，也会觉得快乐。

爱一个人，是多一个人，都会难受的两个人的世界。

喜欢一个人，是甜腻的。

爱一个人，是苦尽甘来的。

喜欢一个人，在一起的时候会很开心。

Friday again...

I wish no Friday in my life...
But impossible so I accept d...
When ever Friday is near my heart or mood will be down...
Hate!!! Hate!!! Hate!!!
What to do...I dn have any choices...
(Wrote this while listen to 专属天使）

What I want to tell you today:
1. Sit at sch like sohai...bt you got sms me awhile lo...I keep say wan meet you I knw is impossible but I really miss you...what to do again...mah sit there like sohai lo...but I gt talk with my frens lo such as jeline's ah bii, music society's frens and sze mei...haiz...hate the feeling but ntg can do...

2. After that I skip a lesson then I go class at 2pm lo...That time I get my pr fair's t-shirt...baby T S size means really small d...OMG!!! that gal(You knw who I mention) also take same size with us...really cnt imagine if she wear it will look like wat? Bao Cempaka???

3. Then I go find sponsor after class...sze mei fetch me there...We go "Cocoa Boutique" dulu...the chocolate there really delicious...bt expensive nia-- a small piece also need RM3...really expensive...But I so bad luck I "tang" my leg cz I touch the paip accidentally...
Then go Queensbay find those sponsors...sian la all wan ask their main company wan wait wait wait...really pek cek...but no choice...need to wait also...

4. When on the way back...mamy said wan go Dannis's saloon wash hair...then I mah said ok cz i really no mood, maybe after wash my hair will ok abit...But still same cz You said wont on9...mapuki...suack liao lo...then I mah waste my time at saloon do hair treatment and keep ask this ask that lo...I really like the way Ah Shen wash my hair so smooth and gently not like my mamy and sister d...so rude wan garu tak tak d...then Ah Shen wan massage for me but I stop him cz I cnt accept(Bcz my sis and mamy got massage by Dannis and Kheng Huat)...geli nia...I dn like...
I also knock my head again...fuck la really BLACK FRIDAY for me...so hate nia...then they all laugh me lo...said me so rush for wat...hopefully is plstik nia but pain oso la...Dannis said maybe after 6 months I will cut my hair d...cz I WAN BE A GIRL...no more guy's attitudes...I WILL DO IT...Dannis also said when I relax and play with my hair look attractive(He is teaching Ah Shen the ways to create a more beautiful shape)...But I no believe la...so 4get about it...

I think this is what I want tell you ba...haiz...dno what you doin...
Why cnt on9??? Bcz she will kap siao??? sien la...
p/s: My mum's fren said me more thin than before d...What to do a...I really cnt eat much mah...whatever la...feel out of mood and no gas liao...NO MEET,NO ACC...I MISS MY COW COW...will you take care it carefully??? That's all for today ba...no your acc my time really hard to pass...no choice I need to take it easy so that I wont think much and keep disturb you and her...stop here ba...tired liao...no feel wan say much...want sms you but stop half way cz scare let you all argue again...so 4get about it...I sleep beter...take care...

P/s: My frens jio me go drink cz got "ge tai" but I reject d...stay at home beter la cz I know I will drunk...so dn go beter la...

30/7/09

Today is a bad day for me...

I really hate it...

WTF!!!!!!!

I cried today at foyer and in front of my frens...

really fuck man!!!

So shamful...

Haiz...

bt no choice...too stress...

Many things happened suddenly and at the same time...

You nt around me...

so my frens an wei me only...

so pity hor...

Then today u suddenly sms told me that your back pain...

Haiz...i realy not si xin...

she told u buy plaster to paste it bt i no think tiok...

hehe...so good hor...

dn wan think much le...

let it be ba...

I jz noe worry nia dno cn do wat...

so stupid! so no use! so behki...

suddenly miss my cow cow...dno how le...

acc u when u slp? or jz put beside?

wan hug it d...

I so useless and selfish to u...

I jz noe all jz nw...

my mood totaly down...

feel wanna cry...

feel wanna go out alone...

feel wan drink again till i drunk...

bt...

I wont do so...

I want be a good gal...

I will slp early everynite...

I realy out of control d...

Hate so...

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

Why I like tat...

sien la...

so noob la me...

This Is The 1 I Wan You Ans...

1. Who was your FIRST lover?
哲铨
2. Do you still talk to your FIRST love?
Yes
3. What was your FIRST alcoholic drink?
XO
4. What was your FIRST job?
Haven work b4
5. What was your FIRST car?
Proton Wira(Seem like not belongs to me)
6. Who was the FIRST person you meet today?
My sis(she wake me up)
7. Who is the FIRST person you thought of this morning?
Babe(sms him)
8. Who was your FIRST idol?
Jay Chou
9. Where did you go on your FIRST ride on an airplane?
Malacca
10. Who was your FIRST best friend?
Quah Chun Hao(since kindergarten)
11. Who will you think FIRST when you are sad or happy?
Babe
12. Who was the FIRST person you talked phone to today?
Babe(get diao cz wake him up early in the morning)
13. Whose wedding were you in the FIRST time?
My mummy's relative(at Malacca where i lost my 1st watch...cry for many days)
14. What was the FIRST thing you did this morning?
Find my hp
15. What was the FIRST concert you ever went to?
夏日八度(Where i started to admire动力火车）
16. FIRST tattoo?
Planning to do so
17. FIRST piercing?
5/6 years old(4get d)
18. FIRST foreign country you've gone to?
Bangkok
19. FIRST movie you remember seeing?
Jurassic Park
20. When was your FIRST dated with ur gf/bf?
Prangin mall(Accompany by my friends too)
22. Who was your FIRST roommate?
Haven stay outside b4
23. If you had one wish, what would it be?
I wish I can live forever with my lover
24. What is something you would learn if you had the chance?
Electronic guitar & Bass(So cool)
25. What was your FIRST crazy thing u did before?
Kissed by a LESBIAN(OMG!!!!!)
26. What was the first sport you were involved in?
Netball
27. What was the FIRST experience that make you unforgetable?
被海浪冲走却被救回了
28. What is the FIRST thing you do when you get home?
Inform babe
29. Where is the FIRST place you think want to go when you sad?
My room(To find my pig pig)
30. What you wish to do with your FIRST salary?
Give to mummy(Don said me mummy babe!!!)

29/7/2009 Not really happy...

Today I make ah be angry again...y i like tat???
So sad...haiz...dno wat i cn do or cnt do...
I so happy mah? I so song mah? I so comfortable without him around me?
the ans is NO!!! I only happy and satisfy when he stay beside me...
bt he not believe me d...haiz...maybe wat u see u only believe nia...i so like te ppl meh?
i like te u nia...bt u no understand...so heart break...nvm i will try to understand wat u think lo...i will nt go clubing d...i hate go liao...cz u said tat 'as long as i noe wat i do, go oso ntg d..' do u noe wat i feel when u say so...haiz...yaya...im selfish...yaya...i like tat d...yaya...i folo my mood to do my things...i get it all...so i dno wat i good for u...seem so useless...haiz...maybe i so noob for u ba...
I feel happy cz i had present u the cow i like it...i realy like it cz realy nice n cute...i love it so much...it seem look like u...so chubby...bt u said nt suit u and bla bla...ya lo...i so childish tat i no think wat u wan and jz gv u wat i like...btw if she hug or touch it, i wont noe...bt i realy hope tat she wont do so...cz i present u nt for her to touch it or wat...tis i realy cnt take it, i will selfish for it...i dno wat u think bt it represent me...i jz wan u see it or touch it b4 u sleep...
Actualy what i realy happy is u send the msg b4 saying tat 'thank you...u present me the cow..bt no next time..kep the money..' i realy happy and touch when i read it bt u dno...u thought i realy happy bcz of that keychain...do u noe the keychain i had 3 b4 le...wat so special for me abt tat??? i jz happy when u sent that msg for me...bt u no blieve me...u believe ur eyes nia...is ok d...i will understand...maybe i cnt talk so much or wat i wan i will think b4 do so that i wont hurt u or too control over u...Wednesday again...clubing time for u...i noe u wont go cz u promise me...so i will believe it...

Tats all for today...no mood wan continue le...cz u oso dn wan chat with me...seem tat everyday oso wan quarrel...haiz...is tat like tat if closer with sumone???

Get tagged!!!!

遊戲規則：
1. 被點名的人在我空間將這篇文章轉載到自己空間中，然後在編輯， 刪去我的答案，要在自己的Q空間裡寫下自己的答案，然後傳給其他人， 列出個需要回答問題的人的名字，通知對方被點名了， 被點名者不得拒絕回答問題，完成遊戲的人將會永遠得到大家的祝福。2. 這個人要在自己的Q空間裡註明是從哪裡接到問題的， 並且再想一個題目傳給其他個人，讓幸福的遊戲繼續下去。3. 不能回傳，否則犯規！4. 被點到名字的人將得到大家的祝福，並且所有的美麗願望都會在不久後實現。

★.PART ONE
Q01、你的大名？KIMBERLY
Q02、你認為什麼才算是真正幸福？ STAY WITH OUR BELOVED TILL THE DAY WE DEAD
Q03、你們覺得友情重要還是愛情重要，為什麼？ BOTH. NO REASONS
Q04、你相信天長地久嗎？NO SUCH THINGS IN MY LIFE
Q06、你現在過得快樂麼？ SO SO LO
Q07、如果有秘密，你真的會做到坦白的告訴對方嗎？BASED ON SITUATION
Q08、喜歡小Baby嗎？THEY ARE SCARY WHEN CRY...SO DEPENDS LA
Q09、覺得友情是永遠的麼？ NOT SURE
Q10、希望自己多大結婚？DEPENDS
Q11、你會為他做自己從來不會做的事情？YES
Q12、你覺得女生捲髮好還是直發好？ STRAIGHT
Q13、最想去哪裡旅遊？ JAPAN(MY DREAM)
Q14、一輩子都不會忘記的事？MANY
Q15、如果愛一個人，是不是要拼命挽回他？NOT REALLY. AS LONG AS HE HAPPY
Q16、看到天空你想起的第一個人是誰？ BABE
Q17、你會愛他一輩子麼？ NOT SURE WHAT WILL HAPPEN IN THE FUTURE
Q18、喜歡你的人和你喜歡的人，你會選哪個？ BOTH OSO DON WAN
Q19、你會以何種方式表現你對他（她）的愛？ LOVE HIM AS MUCH AS I CAN
Q20、如果看到自己最愛的人熟睡在你面前你會做什麼？抱著他？SIT BESIDE HIM SILENTLY
Q21、如果你想痛扁一個人，你希望那個人是？ WHO I HATE
Q22、你會後悔過自己的決定嗎？ DNO KNOW LO. MAYBE YES MAYBE NO
Q23、現在最迷什麼？ MUSIC INSTRUMENTS
Q24、你是好孩子嗎？ NOP
Q25、覺得愛情和麵包哪個重要？ BREAD. NO MONEY NO TALK
Q26、如果你失戀了你會怎麼樣？ CRY UNTIL MY TEARS DRY
Q27、如果你的BF（GF）經常不回家的話，你會怎樣？ TELL HIM SUMONE IS WAITING
Q28、现在给你勇气，你最想做些什么事？ DRIVE MY CAR

★.PART TWO
01、是誰傳給你這份問卷的？ JOEL
02、你們認識多久呢？ 不清楚
03、TA對你來說重要嗎？ 不能比我的他重要
04、你與TA的關係是？ 朋友
05、請問TA的興趣是？ 不懂
06、你覺得TA的個性如何？ 不了解
07、TA在你心目中是幾分？ 人没有十全十美
08、睡覺前第一件事？開風扇？喝水？ 跟我的他说电话
09、你的偶像？ 周杰伦
10、你喜歡的季節？ 最讨厌热天
11、你打工麼？ 没有
12、打工次數？ 没打过工
13、你想去的國家？ 日本
14、你討厭什麼樣的個性？ 斤斤计较
15、你會抽煙麼？ 不
16、你會喝酒麼？ 我是酒鬼
17、你常哭麼？ 是
18、你常笑麼？ 常常。因为三八
19、你喜歡去哪玩？ 游乐场。因为长不大
20、去玩時喜歡自己一個人去麼？ 不喜欢
21、是假日時你都睡到幾點？ 看情况。可是ah be醒我也醒（因为我吵他的）
22、今天的天氣是？ 阴天
53、你們知道最遠的距離是什麽嗎？ 无止尽

★.PART THREE
54、我的BGM好听么？ 什么来
55、你的皮包里有什么说说吧？ 钱、卡、个人照。。。
56、你生命中最重要的人是？ 家人和我的爱
57、啥东西是你喜欢吃的呀？ 最讨厌辣
58、现在有喜欢的人吗？ 有
59、你還喜歡他(她)嗎? 爱
60、你觉得我坏吗？ 不会
61. 怎样才是真正的爱？ 无条件的付出

加油！！！

Today i had control my tempered towards them...
I no diao them or wat bt jz tel them nicely...
This is my 1st step to change my attitude...
I think it will getting beter soon...><
But maybe without ur nagging i wont so guai lo...so u look ah pek...wakakakaka...

Ohya...today i heard u said that tis sem break will go clubing bt haiz...
Feel tat if u go again will get trouble...sien nia...jz feel that if u no go is more beter lo bt i noe u promise ur frens le...so 4get abt it...
Aiya...cz u too KIND liao la...behtahan nia...y u so kind leh??? cnt cool a bit meh??? I say say nia la...dn angry lo...haiz...think so much buat apa...chi pek!!!!

Assignment keep rushing rushing rushing seem cnt finish d...
y like tat d...Who cn help me???? JZ MYSELF!!!
Now i only realize wat had happen to them...aiyo...sien la...
The technology nwadays so hightech bt dno used...WTF!!!!!!!!! gt probs oso dn wan discuss n find us...realy damn stupid...jz now i jz settle sum nia...hope this thursday will settle all cz realy no time liao...pls change u all eh attitude...abo i will get mad again!!!!!!!!!

Walao e........wat gonna i done this few days...i so tired and sleepy la...
But later need rush my assignment again...realy unfair bt no choice la...IM SO GOOD...so the marks will be same lo although i and my fren do nia...bt wat cn i do...same class, small coursemate, small group for so many projects so ntg i cn blame...jz blame myself y so XIN RUAN...no next time d...realy no gd the feel...

Haiz...is time to rush my assignment liao...and nd wait ah be on9...sien...><"

~Sweet Sweet Memory~

huhuhuhuhuhu....
happy nia....

没有谁能把妳抢离我身旁
妳是我的专属天使
没有谁能把妳抢离我身旁
妳是我的专属天使
没有谁能把妳抢离我身旁
妳是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代妳在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望
要不是妳出现　
我一定还在沉睡
绝望的以为　
生命只有黑夜
没有谁能把妳抢离我身旁
妳是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代妳在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望

From the above i understand all....song....><

Sien la...
While waiting for YOU so i update my blog lo...

Today our sch organized dno wat valentine d la(lunar d)...
Not so interested lo...><"
recently so busy!busy!busy!
Ohya...actualy i so beh song them...WTF!!!!!!!!! assignment all so near liao still dno cum find me...
wan i go find u all...sum ko stim stim dno wat assignment is running still wan ask me!!!!!!realy @#$%^&(I noe no rude words le or else i will get scold d==')
But i realy cnt tahan la!!!!! why they all like tat d....all of them dno wat they should do or should not do eh meh??????? Walao e.......

Feel wan go enjoy after all my assignment settle or mayb sem break la...dno yet...
long time no drink liao...wan drunk for it...be......PLS LET ME DRINK..............pls...............
Dn worry i will invite u go with me d........cz i noe u will kep sms me nonstop d.......blek...
Btw my buddies they always said me cnt go clubing with them.....so sien la.......dn suan me liao.......i jz lazy go nia cz i go till sien la........if other place d nvm la.........cz i haven go b4 mah........btw...........sum1 dn let me drink liao.........kia me sit dai........swt..........bt gd la.........i understand d..............

stop here ba........chating liao.............
wahahaha.......

"SKY found his ANGEL but CANT hold it tight"

Huhu...my frens, finaly im back to update my blog...
seem a long time din update my blog d...
suddenly got the FEEL to update it after read sumone's blog...><"

Why i put tis sentence?? quite weird lo bt i like it...=='
Today is SUNDAY bt i woke up so early cz i make sumone tulan, behsong and oso dissapointed...im so bad hor...haiz...bt no choice...
I nt dare tell tat person oso cz i will cry...(p/s: I wont cry anymore, cz i will change soon)
So, i read a few ppl's blog n i jz realize tat everyone had their own story in their life...even if we feel tat a person is happy bt he/she NOT; if sumone look moody or sad everyday mayb tis is he/she PROBLEMS etc...

Now i got my own prob n trouble oso...
Many many many things happen recently...
im big enough to handle all of that nt like a kid tat jz will cry n escape the prob(p/s: although i look like kid bt IM NOT)...
Day after day those prob become near and near...
Haiz...so headache...dno wanhow to settle all...bt i will do it step by step and try to control my temper...Im sorry to all my frens, if i black face or diao u all b4 pls 4gv me...i will change my tempered d...especially YOU cz i noe i always diao you until u speechless and i promise you i will change my attitude to a GIRL...wakakaka...so serious hor...=)

Wat should i do nw...so helpless...haiz...
I hope wat i wish can come true nw...bt it wont be...
I noe u oso realize that bt you said d u will tulan and beh song...
I noe bt i no choice...i oso wan go mah...NO...I DAMN WAN GO more fulfill my mood nw...
If u wan suan me or wat i no offence liao...wont diao back you...

Ohya...last night i vy guai no go watch racing although many gangs had went to it bt not me...
I love watch race..
I am a drinker...
I join with black world frens...
I do wat guys done...
I dno wat a gal should be look like although im a gal cz i seldom join my gfs'...
I am not a smoker although the frens around me are smokers(include gals)...
etc...
From the above of situation, WAT is the CONCLUSION??? Im bad? Im samseng? Im a gd gal? Im a gal which nd change back to wat a gal should be?? and so..so..so..

My brain nw had flow out wat u said me..wat u tel me..wat u diao me..
Bt wat can i do...i will change nia lo...ASAP lo...(p/s: i oso no confidence tat i cn change so soon cz for me it is a BIG challenge!!!!)

Ok la...i will stop here cz no mood continue liao...
I will update my blog everyday if I free la..no free no choice lo...
Haiz...i need to make up my mood to settle my things or else i will KI SIAO again...too bad...

两个可爱的小宝贝（贝贝&紫诺）

今天为什么我会说到这两位宝贝呢？？
因为发觉两位年龄只差几个月的宝宝就有那么大的分别！！！

简介：

贝贝：他是才一岁多的小男孩，家中的第一个宝宝（他妈咪是三十多岁才生他的）。。他父母是开时装店的（也是我妈咪的好朋友，认识了十多年）。。所以生活还蛮不错的。。他父母都是有受过蛮高的教育（多高是不知道啦），所以他父母会蛮注重他的学习程度和未来的教育。。
昨天我去他们的店，贝贝念了一本书（不是很厚，只有五面酱）的一些生字，我真的是大吃一惊！！！他竟然会读全部（当然他妈咪之前是有教先的）。。才一岁多就会读了。。那些字还是我们以前上幼稚才读的，他竟然已经会了。。
所以有父母栽培是不一样的。。因为他们的吸收能力会比较快。。比如：贝贝在书里看到monkey,而有一天我穿monkey图案的衣服，他会指着说"Monkey..monkey",真的太厉害了。。

以下是贝贝念的【有些我忘了】:
€ Sun € Flower € Monkey € Siput € Lebah € Fish
€ Ziraffa € Car € Rama-rama € Bird

p/s: 因为还小，所以有些咬字不清楚
不过很不错的是他会叫我大姐呢。。呵呵^^v
还有还有就是昨天我陪贝贝入睡，之后就跟我妈咪还有他妈咪聊天，聊到爽爽的时候，贝贝突然一直喊“大姐。。大姐”。。原来是他做梦，之后他醒了！原来是因为他看着我入睡才会酱说梦话的。。。害我爽到。。。哈哈哈哈

紫诺：她也是一岁多的小女孩，家中的第二个宝宝，上有一个哥哥。。她爸爸是做电的，而她妈咪是家庭主妇（我中学朋友的舅舅，如果没错啦，因为我不会分变的）。。生活应该也是还好罢了。。她父母是没有受过什么教育的，所以她父母不是很注重教育教育方面的，不过她妈咪会教他们要叫人。。
同样是一岁多的小孩，紫诺就差很多了，到现在叫“Papa”“ Mama”真的还不是什么会呢。。唉。。怎么酱呢？？有教和没有教是真的有差别。。别看她小小年纪她会和她哥哥（四岁了）打架的。。因为她喜欢拿哥哥的书，然后哥哥就打他。。每次我看了都晕啊。。唉。。


感言：我觉得有小孩是乐也是悲，因为生孩子、教育他们、教导他们等等。。真的好难哦！万一教不好他们，长大了变本加厉。。因为小时候小孩都是有样学样，长大了当然也会学的咯。。偷偷告诉你们哦，到现在我都不敢抱小孩子，因为我觉得他们好小好小呢，又软软酱的。。好恐怖。。所以只有一年级开始的小孩子我才敢接近。。><" 我那么大了害怕、又胆小，真没用呢！

。。。原来(Part 1)。。。

现在我才知道。。。原来我看到的一些朋友的表面跟内心是那么大的差别。。。
其中一个朋友：原来他是那么的努力在融入他的朋友群，他会一直跟朋友说话是因为要身边的人看到他、在乎他、关心他甚至听他说心事。。。其实他并没有什么不好啊（我觉得啦），他很可爱也很努力的练习他所不会的舞步（我看到的）。。。
上个学期，当我每次去学校时都会看到他一个人走路去学校还听着歌呢。。。所以对我来说他是一个内向的人吧（因为我很少参他）。。。当我读了之后才知道他是酱想的。。。其实他真的有他自己说的那么差吗？？笨蛋？？没用？？平平无奇？？不会啊！！我知道只要他跟不上的东西都会努力的做。。。是不是我太容易相信自己所看到的东西而没真真去分析。。。不管怎样只要我相信他，我不想去听多多无谓的东西了。。。

p/s: 我会永远把你放在我心里。。是永远的好朋友。。不会忘记你。。虽然我很少开口但是我不会不睬你的。。哈哈。。希望你不会说我骄傲啦。。我只是不知道要说什么。。不过很抱歉我不知道你的生日几时咯。。所以没跟你说到生日快乐。。加油哦。。只要你想做什么就努力吧。。过去就让它过去。。人是要往前看。。才会成功。。


其中一个朋友：他。。。真的是那么悲吗？？为什么酱的？？离开这世界？？会不会太不负责任了？？因为我们会来到这世界并不是巧合，而是父母手牵手带我们来到这世界（这不代表本人的想法，只是借用偶像剧的台词）。。。哈哈。。。
所以当他告诉我时。。我真的不可思议。。他有酱的想法。。他给我的感觉是。。他好酷哦。。哈哈因为我有点怕怕跟他说话。。就“麽声麽声，吓你一惊”。。哈哈。。而且他脾气好像很暴躁咯。。看过他脸黑黑两次吧。。不过来的快去得也快。。他在我不开心时告诉了我一样东西就是不要再想他。。因为哭了他也不会知道。。要就问清楚：不要就放弃他。。所以我也有想过，但是做不到。。好没用。。

p/s: 加油。。不要认为自己没有用。。也不要把烦恼藏起来。。适当的时候把心事说出来会舒服的。。不过开心时就尽量开心起来。。不要觉得“我很难开心的”。。我听了都晕呢。。哈哈


以上是本人的意见和想法啦。。如果内容提到的那两个人看了记得别来K我呀。。我只是把我的想法写出来。。因为我本人不是很会说话。。可能说错了。。所以看看就好。。不要生气。。哈哈。。我会把你们当成我永远的好朋友。。虽然我常常都失约咯。。哈哈。。不过我还是在意你们的。。一起努力吧。。朋友。。未来的路说长不长说短不短。。所以珍惜所拥有的东西。。老土的一句：不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有。。

我の一个好朋友（小学の）

她。。。要结婚了。。。
30/5是她的大喜之日。。。
十五岁那年--她生下了她的女儿，她的女儿真的超像她的--眼睛圆圆、小小只。。好可爱。。
只可惜。。。她的老公--不想说，毕竟自己也还没嫁！！无法批评别人的老公。。。但是她和她老公是亲戚，非常亲的关系。。。并不得已只好结婚咯。。。
最近她去我妈咪朋友的服装店买衣。。。可是忘了老板娘问什么。。只知道我朋友非常不情愿回答她有了孩子而最近才要结婚。。。


她。。。很美。。。不过不多话。。。
她愿意就这样过一生吗？？不过我没权力干涉她的生活。。。
毕竟我和她都是女生。。。也许我有一天也会这样吧。。。
我好想她呢。。。她开心吗？？她喜欢酱的生活吗？？她愿意就这样过一生吗？？

不过我还是会真心祝福她。。。
“朋友。。。希望你幸福快乐。。。”

♧人生♧

哇了。。。今天我还真的很会睡，睡到十二点多才醒呢。。。
哈哈。。。应该是昨晚吃宵夜，去到太迟回吧。。。
可是啊，昨晚吃的东西不好吃的---> 就去吃点心罢了。。因为下太大雨了。。。

现在就无所事事咯。。。听着歌而已。。。
对了。。。昨晚出去时听朋友说，最近有一宗打劫案发生在BJ的：
>>那个被保安人员用枪射死的竟然是--->住我这里的，而且我也看过他的呢(因为以前他卖菜的，我有陪妈咪跟他买过)
>>才二十二岁酱吧。。。因为我朋友认识的。。。

p/s: 唉。。。为什么酱叻？？？难道他家境贫穷就要打枪吗？为什么要做犯法的事最后却得到酱的下场。。。多么可惜。。。人生就酱结束了。。。

昨晚写的{大家眼中的【Kimberly】} ，一个朋友说：
》你真的很像乖女孩(我听了都晕)，因为他说没看过我坏。。。O(∩_∩)O
》解说:我很坏的，一点都不乖。。。(我可以出门到三更半夜才回家的)
》你很难约出来，不是我不要出，是懒惰而且家里很远(不过去shopping记得叫我，哈哈)
》解说:我很爱逛逛的，看到喜欢的东西就买(如果我记得带钱的话啦，哈哈很散忘)

现在担心的东西:
♀快开学了，很怕成绩出来了考不好。。。
♀我担心的事情，好像快发生了。。。因为我感觉到的咯。。。唉。。。

大家眼中的【Kimberly】

妈咪的朋友：很有明星相、一直鼓励我上电视、乖乖的、常常陪着妈咪。。。
朋友或姐妹：很斯文、有气质、拥有乖乖的脸蛋、不爱说话、日本/韩国美眉。。。
自己：很懒惰、最爱睡觉、贪吃、悲观(有时)、太心软、太容易相信人、太笨了。。。


为什么？？为什么？？我终是被认为是这样的女生。。。
我好讨厌。。。(被称赞固然是爽的感觉)。。。可是真真的我是酱吗？？？我不知道。
我只知道！我喜欢的东西都不可能得到;不喜欢的偏偏一罗罗。。。
唉。。。原因：喜欢的人永远不能在一起；不喜欢的人偏偏喜欢缠着。。。
晕啊。。。

p/s：现在什么都不要想了，只要什么都不管、什么都不理，一切都会风平浪静！永远都不会有人 知道我想什么。。。“自由”我太爱你了！！！所以不要被人约束；也不会要约束任何人。。。

幸福不灭(罗志祥）

没原因就是喜欢你

在初次相遇有重逢的心情

深呼吸让心动隐形

完美的爱情是无声的旋律

听我听你不确定的语气

等我等你放下你的犹豫

嘿如果你轻轻闭上眼睛

我会明白你做的决定

cause i believe 那幸福不灭的定律

在你手心会有谁给你的美丽

静者恒静就让我的心安静地守着你

祝福不用回音

没原因就是喜欢你

就像海眷恋天空般的心情

你前进看着你背影

就足够世界无条件的放晴

你如果已爱上他的姓名

爱如果已没有我的空隙

嘿只要你可以永远开心

我会情愿渐渐被忘记

cause i believe 那幸福不灭的定律

在你手心会有谁给你的美丽

静者恒静就让我的心安静地守着你

把祝福送给你

oh i believe cause i believe那幸福不灭的定律

你的手心不一定要由我握紧

就像恒星总会有发光的原因

oh i believe 你值得被珍惜

也值得我放弃